ayumi hamasaki - Days

Each word you casually exchange with me
Is such a precious treasure to me
But I myself feel a bit embarrassed about this
So if you knew, you would surely laugh at me

I want to see you, I want to see you
I want to hear your voice at least
And I sometimes call you with no special reason

My heart becomes so warm
Just because you are around me
I have only one wish
Can I stay loving you forever
Just like this?

I've known for a long time that you have someone precious
Because it's clear from your smile

Though it's true I spend some nights
Feeling so sad, so sad
And feeling a tightening in my chest

If I just think of you
My heart has the meaning to live
I expect nothing special from you
Can I stay loving you forever
Just like this?

I want to see you, I want to see you
I want to hear your voice at least
And I sometimes call you with no special reason

My heart becomes so warm
Just because you are around me
I have only one wish
Please let me keep on loving you

If I just think of you
My heart has the meaning to live
I expect nothing special from you
Can I stay loving you forever
Just like this?

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It’s a sad story.
I can’t forget that uncommon day when the bright sun is filling
I dreamed endlessly on this beautiful day
The tears that I don’t desire, please come find me

The way you spoke from your painfully cold lips
Shuts out all light
Even though the wind passes by leaving nothing, I lose strength and cry
Cause you’re breakin’ my heart

How should I know rain comes again
Tell me why you're leaving me again
Please don't go stay here however
come back to me

How should I know rain comes again
Tell me why you're leaving me again
Please don't go now and forever
come back to me

It's a sad story
Like a continuous dream on this beautiful day
The tears come find me
I’m weary of this cruel separation, I break down and cry
cause you're breakin' my heart

How should I know rain comes again
Tell me why you're leaving me again
Please don't go stay here however
come back to me

How should I know rain comes again
Tell me why you're leaving me again
Please don't go now and forever
come back to me

I can not breathe
I won't be healed
I want to see what i was
I must be blind
I want to get back to that light

How should I know rain comes again
Tell me why you're leaving me again
Please don't go stay here however
come back to me

How should I know rain comes again
Tell me why you're leaving me again
Please don't go stay here however
come back to me

How should I know rain comes again
Tell me why you're leaving me again
Please don't go now and forever
come back to me

How should I know rain comes again
Tell me why you're leaving me again
Please don't go stay here however
come back to me

it doesn't hurt me when you lie straight to my face
it doesn't hurt me when i see you smile at another girl like you smile at me
it doesn't hurt me when you say that you don't need me
and it really doesn't hurt me when you say i love you everyone except me the one who dose love you
it does hurts me every time i see you

it does hurts me every time i hear you voice

it does hurt me every time you are near me but i can't touch you

and it really does hurts me every time i remember that i let myself fall in love with you, knowing nothing would ever come out of it

Isn't my life still too long
For erasing these feelings?
I have things left to do
Because I want to try redoing them

Even though I was supposed to be pursuing the continuation of my dream
I stumble over other people on a narrow, winding road

It's not that I want to return to how it was like back then
I'm searching for the sky that I've lost
I wish that you'll understand me
Stop making that sad face like you've been sacrificed

There aren't tears at the end of sins
I've painfully bore them all this time
In the labyrinth of emotions where I can't see the exit
Who am I waiting for?

As if having written it in a white notebook
I want to divulge myself more honestly
What do I want to flee from?
...Something known as reality?

I'm alive so that I can fulfill myself
I feel like shouting so; can you hear me?
Because I can't be doing it safe and sound
…There's no place for me to return to, either
I'm always grateful for kindness
So I want to become strong (I'm on the way)
I even welcome such a pain
That turns nostalgic

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I wounded them gently
So that it would be as if they couldn’t feel any pain
By replacing it with words
I made myself forget that sorrow
Ah, what have I lost right now?

There is the memory of a dream
Created from the sounds of a sin you can’t expiate
From this world I longed for

People’s prayers have just vanished, they are always imperfect

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I pile soil onto your corpse
Even if that was forbidden
In the bliss of your innocent gaze
There was an incompletely hidden temptation

Why do sins exist?
Why do punishments exist?

The tip of the bone was very white
And invited the infinitely continuing darkness
Just about everything might seem vivid
And disappear soon

I lock up your memories
Even if they were to be damaged
At the depths of a crazed love
There was an incompletely repressed impulse

While I gathered up the pieces
I was waiting for the end of the dream

Because those who have sins are giving up
Because those who have punishments yearn too much
Just about everything might be abandoned
And spin, keep on spinning

Will I be able to laugh when morning comes?
Will I be able to laugh like I did on that day?
I wish, I keep on wishing
That there isn’t a thing that I’ve lost

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At the end of my memories, I searched for the future plans of my ideals,
I feared something, I couldn’t understand what…so I shivered in loneliness.
Without showing it, you always smiled gracefully
and embraced me in you arms.

As if awakening, I fell in love
and took you into my dreams.
But you’ve always, you have always,
tenderly lied to me.

Without saying anything, the reason for my hesitation, that reason
for my own selfishness and out of fear, I made it our vow.
Without being hugged, you’ve always gracefully smiled
and aimed for the unending night.

As if awakening, I fell in love
and took you into my dreams.
But you’ve always, you have always,
tenderly hurt me.

With your invisible feelings, you gracefully smiled
and aimed for the unending night.

As if awakening, I fell in love
and took you into my dreams.
But you’ve always, you have always,
tenderly lied to me.

We’ve become so distant that time stopped, our distance become a song…
I’ve waited…I’ve always waited
for that time when we saw the shooting stars.


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Dear beloved,
Who are you thinking of?
This “letter” is still within my heart,
suddenly, it touched the fragments of your memories
pierced in my heart…

I hope you take notice…no don’t notice!
The thing making me act cold…is it love?
I want to say “Stay with me!” but…I can’t say it…

I met you in this defiled world,
showering my heart with a miracle, please play for me
“Zuellni of Love”.

Rebirth has begun, leading us to our destiny.
The wandering you is just a mirage,
when I get closer, you get further away…
swaying in this haze…are my ideal plans.

I hope you’ll let me listen…no, I don’t want to hear,
The thing making me gentle…is it the rain?
I don’t know what I want to believe yet…I can’t say it…

Glittering in that future, is you with a smile,
if I can be by your side, then I’ll become strong,
Even if I use a suspicious lie, even if we disagree,
in order to not forget my true words…gently I write then down
in this “Letter” of Love

I met you in this defiled world,
looking at sadness with those strong eyes,
hurt from fighting, you sleep into your dreams.
I wonder if my feelings will reach you, please tell me
“Zuellni of Love”.

I'm all alone ones here to hear me scream out my pain
the longer i stay here the more i feel as if I'm slowly dying on the inside
will no one come and find me , i feel as though my time is running out
it wont be long before its my time for ,me to disappear
still even now on the brink of death fading away
slowly loosing the existence i once cherished so much
no one will come for me and i know this for a fact
it hurts it hurts oh so badly
but... there nothing i can do anymore...is there
I'm nothing but a dead spirit floating around in this unforgiving world
till the end of time

you are the one who taught me what true happiness is in this world

i can no longer hear your voice like i once could ...though
but i can still feel you touch with every warm touch you give me
please don't ever stop being near me and in my life
you are the one that taught me how to love
you are my first love
my one and only
please don't ever leave from my side

what ever happened to the bond we once sheared
has it been swept up like dust into the air
i can no longer hold onto this unfruitful love
never will you be able to true fully under stand what i felt for you
my soul will always be with you
forever like shadow trying to find light
but your scenario is to bright for my background
so for now ill keep my heart at a distance
but my love will always come following after you

lets us run into the blood covered world
let us make a new definition of love
let us try to find what true heart filled pain feels like
lets just die with a smile
can you run away, can you run away
from this world that gives out so much pain
we are the angles sent from hell
you can't run away, you can't runaway
cause this is that fate you were born to live with
so we must try to live with the pain

Come now, let us forget that our future will
once again be splattered with blood.
When the mild wind coils around you,
that is surely a sign

Saying run away, saying run away
From your far too tragic destiny
You are not a flower from Hell
In a place like that
Do not bloom, do not bloom
Don't get seized and taken away

The silently fluttering shards of time

Who has my hand in their grasp?
Who has my hair between their fingers?
The sprout that just cried, deep inside
It can feel a sign

Saying fly beyond, saying fly beyond
Away from the cogs of destiny
You are not a flower from Hell
In a place like that
Do not scatter, do not scatter
and don't leave any seeds behind

If they sprout, the karma will return to you.

Saying run away, saying run away
From your far too tragic destiny
You are not a flower from Hell.
In a place like that
Do not bloom, do not bloom
Don't get seized and taken away

The silently fluttering shards of time
9

In the empty stage
the curtain has already fallen on my time for dreams.
Just like yesterday, tomorrow will
not come again...I've realized it...

The last scene is always painful and beautiful, but
I'll wipe my tears and knock on this door!

I'll change into a brand new me!
I bring out my courage
without being ashamed!
My Heartful Song
My Heartful Song
I will always sing
so that it'll reach you!

I wonder since when did I stop showing my true smile,
don't give up on me, you've waited for me!

I brought up the shield of loneliness and fought myself,
but now I release my chains of deceit.

The affection in my nostalgic memories
opened my eyes and
I've become more honest!
My Heartful Song
My Heartful Song
I open my heart!

Today,
I'll change into a brand new me!
I bring out my courage
and continue to shine!
My Heartful Song
My Heartful Song
I will always sing
so that it'll reach you!




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KISS KISS FALL IN LOVE
MAYBE YOU'RE MY LOVE

I’ve noticed that I’m always around you
But is it hating? Liking? Or just paranoia?

When I can see my feelings CLEARLY
LADY or HOST, it doesn't matter

The reason for which people fall in love
is different for everyone, but MAYBE YOU’RE MY LOVE

I want to meet you now, and give you a sweet person, a cherry blossom kiss- if your heart moves from it, let's have a romantic love
More important than the future is the present; the delightful spring love is a blossoming virgin's aesthetics

For example, I want to try looking for
The still-unknown you of mine, but I’m scared

In DENIM, in FRILLS, in casuals and CHINESE dress
Every time we meet, I change sevenfold and my resolution falters

The doors of love that open one after another
Are fully loaded with thrills.....it's definately love!

On days when we’re busy and pass by each other, a sakura kiss- it’s a love romantic enough to be painful
Let’s accept each other’s weak spots, too; love that touches one another is invincible; the two of us who seem to bloom are the protagonists

Let’s create memories that won’t lose against the blindingly bright sky, now.....

It's definately love!

I want to meet you, who are kind, now; a sakura kiss- when our hearts pound, it’s romantic love
The present is even more important than the future; the beautiful spring love is a blossoming maiden’s aesthetics, YEAH
A blossoming maiden’s aesthetics

KISS KISS FALL IN LOVE
MAYBE YOU'RE MY LOVE



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Once our eyes meet, soon IT IS ALL RIGHT!!
More than anyone, I’ll softly give you LOTS OF LOVE
You’re chatty as we spend time together, DAY AND NIGHT
Even now you’re still my BEST FRIEND

Even when I’m confused, or I stumble or feel lost
You gave me the strength to change tomorrow
Thank you, MY FRIEND

This melody will echo out forever
Believe in kindness and overflowing smiles
Even if we’re apart
Remember me

If you’re ever hurt
And your tears spill out
I’ll sing for you
Again and again

Every single word, IT’S A MEMORY
You’re the only one who can UNDERSTAND
I know it’s important to cherish the one
Who taught me everything, THANKS A LOT

As we continue to meet new people and say goodbye to others
We can become adults a little more
So come here MY FRIEND

To the one I love more than anyone else
Let the wind be your ally
And gently embrace the dream
That hasn’t changed since then

Beneath the clear orange sky
We both looked up at
Feel my love again and again
I’ll sing for you

This melody will echo out forever
Believe in kindness and overflowing smiles
Even if we’re apart
Remember me

If you’re ever hurt
And your tears spill out
I’ll sing for you
Again and again

To the one I love more than anyone else
Let the wind be your ally
And gently embrace the dream
That hasn’t changed since then

Beneath the clear orange sky
We both looked up at
Feel my love again and again
I’ll sing for you

Trampling on the remains of a left-behind dream
The whimsical death god stopped and stood

Passing by, it watches me coldlyAs if to instigate a foolish sin
It shook and untangled its outstretched hands

Devastating sadness
Overshadows my heart and
Is cruelly repeated over and over

We came to hate even those precious days we can’t return to
What can we do?
We didn’t understand the meaning
Of the glory we carried

The sensations that should have been cast away are resurrected
While clad in serenity
We accelerate and hide our irritations
Things like emotions are useless
But our hearts can’t catch up

The fallen angel swooped down on
The scenario of rebellion
Why are you outside the light?
I realized
If I hadn’t been born as I am,
Would I have been ridiculed?
Within in a selfless love
We don’t know things like solitude

I gazed into the distant sky
That reflected my nostalgia
But no matter how much I wish
I can’t be touched by eternity

I lost to my own darkness

Everyone who can stand is fighting
And carries unfading scars

Devastating sadness
Overshadows my heart and
Is cruelly repeated over and over

The stolen, fleeting light
Connects to the living proof
No matter the fate
I’ll accept it,
And live until the last moment

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Even if you embrace me until it's suffocating

We will never become one.
In a place deeper than gentleness
Touching each other is merely pain.
Please bind the two of us.

We will dream no more,
Joining hands in uncertainty
Walking towards
The cruel dawn.

True words are surely
Somewhere in the true world,
Lurking
In our wordless night.
Surely even now

Meeting each other in order to know loneliness,
We won't know until we exchange a kiss.
Even so, I am trembling with the joy
Of having met you.
Please support my heart.

We will dream no more,
We can't run to a warm place.
We will surely overcome
The cruel dawn.

The abandoned quietness
Will surely find
The true words
In order to lovingly hurt each other.
Someday surely

Even if you embrace me until it's suffocating
We will never become one.
O cold starts before dawn,
Please light
The path that's just for us.

naruto walks into the house hoping that his lover was there—but there we’re no lights on.

"guess he’s not home" was his notion.

he starts to take off his coat but suddenly hears noise from some place within the house.

Here, he begins to feel a little anxious…worried, but slowly made his way through the apartment: following the noise.

he turned the corner of a dark hall, almost tripping on something, but more carefully he began to trace his way in once again: and the sound, becoming clearer.

"what the hell is that sound??..." he contemplates as he steps in front of a door that this echo was probably reverberating from.

"sasuuuuuke! go faster" he hears a shrill voice yell. [And a voice that was clearly not his lover]

Naruto’s heart stops quickly..pounding ever so slowly..as he stands there trying to let whats happening sink into to his mind more thoroughly. "n-no this can't be" he says to himself over and over, as his shaken hand starts to reach for the door knob.

as20he was just about to open the door, he hears a long [more intoxicated] cried out moan, making naru retract his hand away from the answer, once again; from the fear.

"he, he wouldn't cheat on me would he?"…."i mean I've been nothing but good to him… and he loved me; so I kno-"!! he was cut off by another moan from the other side of the door.

not being able and stand this scene anymore, he flings the door open only to find....

[dun dun dun]

as he enters the room: he noticed there were really no lights on. While naruto tries to feel his way around the room, he hears sounds of bed sheets moving and creeks of the hurried bed.

"whose there!?" he yells out as he tries to find the light switch.

"it's me, Sasuke" he blindly hears his boyfriend yell out from the bed, with a slight ray of light flickering about him. "what are you doing here so early<3,>

after what seems like years of panicking searching, naruto finds the light switch, and turns it on. he clenches his eyes from the blazing light. when his eyes finally adjust to the light, he slowly turns his body to face sasuke;; who lays on the bed like nothings wrong.

"sasuke was there someone here?" he ask in a shaky voice.

Sasuke, now fully sitting up, moves off the bed and makes his way over to stand before the short blond, with his sleek body:: drapped with the covers of the bed.

Here? naruto walked in on what seemed like sasuke cheating on him.[!!]

[no what?]

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Ever since I first met you
I've been shining in my heart
My love causes so much sorrow
I broke off my glance so quietly

Your insignificant gestures
And your ordinary words
Every time I think of them
I feel like I'm going to cry

Love brings a lonely lonely heart
I'm just all alone now
Lonely lonely heart
All the joy and pain I feel, I'm always
Dreaming it by myself
Love brings a lonely lonely heart
But I know that someday it will come
While I'm being held in your strong arms
Wanting to be together with you...

Right at your side, I'm standing there
I'm always waiting for you
But you don't return my advances
I've been disappointed so many times

Then I fall in love with someone
Why does it cause me so much pain
All alone, by myself
It's like I've fallen sick

And now it's baby baby love
Please, I beg of you
Baby baby love
When I feel I going to lose to this loneliness
I have to look into my hand mirror
And now it's baby baby love
Seems like every day I'm crying through the night
I long for the past, smiling to myself
Wanting to be together with you...

Nobody knows about these
Secret tears
The one to wipe them away is
Only
Not just myself
Wanting to be together with you...

Love brings a lonely lonely heart
I'm just all alone now
Lonely lonely heart
All the joy and pain I feel, I'm always
Dreaming it by myself
Love brings a lonely lonely heart
But I know that someday it will come
While I'm being held in your strong arms
Wanting to be together with you...

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Behind where I looked back; (Who's in the front?)
In the dark, I raised my claws (and slashed apart the night)

The raindrops turn into droplets of blood and travel down my cheeks
If no place for me to return to exists anywhere anymore

Take these fingers, my fingers
I'll take all of your fingers away
To the unopenable forest where cicadas cry
I can't turn back anymore

Being made to disappear one by one; (the blue flames)
On the other side of the dark, (the morning won't come anymore)

Inside the mirror, with countless wriggling and stretching hands
Come on, lure someone here

Oni-san, come here, to where my hands sound
No matter how you'll get away, I'll capture you
From the animal trail where cicadas cry
The voice that I heard is no more

Take these fingers, my fingers
I'll take all of your fingers away
To the unopenable forest where cicadas cry
I can't turn back anymore

Oni-san, come here, to where my hands sound
No matter how you'll get away, I'll capture you
From the animal trail where cicadas cry
The voice that I heard is no more

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It’s beginning now
If I knock on the door that entwines us together
What kind of future waits for us?
As we’re growing, what we’re searching for
Is a perfect style
Someday, like gears turning
Everything will fall into place

God, if you’re there, listen to me
You have to watch over these moments, forever
these days we can never repeat

So just for a little while longer
I always want to be a kid
There are many boys and girls
Hiding behind in this world and dreaming
And that’s my story

Today the twilight is diminishing
What just keeps leaving?
I can hear your approaching footsteps
You hold and close many everyday lives
The night sky isn’t that bad
As the planet shines with the perfect background

God, are you listening to the Happy Song
I’m recording for the permanant preservation
Take 1, 2,..FOR YOU!
Now after a little more
I want to sing loudly
Even though your hair is being pulled
You’re thinking it’s faint
Everyday life flows, lala the melody will be on the musical scale

This world is black or white
Give meaning to each and every moment, paint my life
It doesn’t give any ambiguity to the grey ‘3D’
That’s the usual platitude of adults

God, if you’re there, listen to me
You have to watch over these moments, forever
these days we can never repeat
So just for a little while longer
I always want to be a kid
For Peter Pan's sake
In morning light of this world
You’ll wake up All right?

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Broken Youth

It's so very easy
for youth to forgive everything
I called in the rescue squad
So please kiss me, please kiss me
All night...
All night...
All night...

The scar on your right eye is painful,
when you're trying to remember.
Since then you've searched for victory
You aren't alone or weak, you are better, a moaned to me

Is it a fallen angel's magic, or a mischievous monster's prank?
Before we get bored
Let's let go of that
bowling ball.
We lead such strange lives.
Accept it, but yet..
We want to smash it, but we can't, it wont happen like before

Everything is finally just the way it should be
Your betrayal, Teacher left a problem
Now immediately
please kiss me
please kiss me
ALL NIGHT

Empty, Ideal, Mistaken, so much love is called
Everything we do is stupid, let them laugh

Struggling to the other side, to find that one
The foreign material exists
I agree that there is a tear, but
I wont let that alter my story

Such consent

Is it a fallen angel's magic, or a mischievous monster's prank?
Set up now directly
Empty, Ideal, Mistaken, so much love is called
Everything we do is stupid, let them laugh

Let's let go of that
bowling ball.
We lead such strange lives
I Agree, yeah?
We're gonna break...
All the suffering you've brought to me, to leave behind is all so sweet
Keep exceeding it
Cut through the inner turmoil, with the one feeling
I've Broken it
My victories which you cannot break

Snow Day Away

do you remember on that day
when it was snowing and everything was white
i was sitting on a bench with nothing but a shirt and a ragged pair oh pants on
i think i was crying;
yeah because i found out you were leaving
i had ran out my house not knowing what to say
i ran and ran till i didn't know where to go anymore
as i felt the cold snow mush between my toes
i faintly realized that i didn't know where i was
i remember just standing there letting my tears flow freely
all of my emotion swimming around my head made me feel a little bit dizzy
i turned my head to see a little bench covered in snow
i slowly made my way over to it
as i sat down it suddenly felt as though time had stopped it self
i found my self getting tired and sleep over taking my small body and my eyelids becoming heavy
and that's when it happened
as i was about fall over on the bench
i felt your warm arms wrap around me , as you tried to shake me awake telling me
'stay awake, stay with me'
but weren't you the one who was leaving me
i think i remember you crying ..maybe
as i finally opened my eyes
i reached up my small digits to touch your chub e red cheek
'your going to catch a cold'
i say as i look into your eyes
you choke back a sob and said
'It'd be you fault if i did you idiot, what were you thinking running out here with out a coat or shoes , I'm shocked your not dead'
you said in a laughing tone ,but i can see the worry in your eyes
now it was my turn to let out a sob , not that it mattered i was already crying a little more couldn't hurt ,not if it was for you
'why do you have to go away'
is what i said but i really want to say is 'don't leave me behind'
' it's for my papa's job we have to move over seas for a while but I'll be back in three years'
you said , it kind of funny how those three year turned into eight
'i don't know that a long time you may even forget me'
i say with a pout
'DON'T! don't ever say that i would never ever forget you'
i think that was my first time ever hearing you yell
i had sat there tears all dried up just looking at you , and letting your voice float in the air
'i...i wont ever leave you ever you have my word as a man'
i would have laughed backed then at that you a man we were hardly eight yet
and at that moment you showed how much of a man you were
as you pressed your cold chapped lips on to mine
i think at that moment i was the first human to feel what heaven was like while i was still alive

i got to try a little harder
i have to put more into it
if i want to have a place in your heart
it's like I'm a weed mixed in with a bunch of beautiful flowers
i stick out the most and yet I'm hardly ever seen
what more can i do
what else is it that you want
I'll put my whole heart into what ever you ask
just don't look away from me
i live to hear you say i need you
i thrive to try and make you love me
i guess this is what happens when your only just a friend

"How long before we see each other again?"
What made me think that
You were saying it with a nice expression?
I pretend that there's nothing bothering me
I'll listen 'till morning as you make excuses
Because I want us to be connected

I don't even want to see your face along the Meguro river anymore
No development will come from this, my cell phone dances
If It's goodbye mail, I want to forget about it
"Hold me tight" but "I want to disappear to somewhere"
Any time that you're talking too much you don't seem to notice*
I let you see that "I cry" a little while pretending to be strong
How well did those tears work on you?

Even though "I want to be loved" in my own way, it fills me, but I can't see you
I just have the feeling that I'll never see you again...
I want to tell you that, but I can't find the right words
Maybe it's okay if I lie, but I can't even say "Don't go away"

The strange voice he has when he sneezes
The screwed up face he has when he laughs
His habit of rubbing his eyes when he can't stop sweating
No matter how you look at, his personality is boring

Our styles aren't similar at all
He's uselessly shy, a bit in bad taste
The smirk he has when he lies is annoying
I figured those out ages ago, it sucks

I just didn't have a boyfriend at the time
It was just a relationship for me to kill time with
Those are the excuses I told my friends
There's no way I was pursuing him...huh?

He tries to win me over with boring jokes
And I'm sick of his nonstop talking
I've always locked him out, and now I'm knocking

Even though "I want to be loved" in my own way, it fills me, but I can't see you
I just have the feeling that I'll never see you again...
I want to tell you that, but I can't find the right words
Maybe it's okay if I lie, but I can't even say "Don't go away"

When our hands come apart
Will you forget someday?
About me?

Even though "I want to be loved" in my own way, it fills me, but I can't see you
I just have the feeling that I'll never see you again...
I want to tell you that, but I can't find the right words
Maybe it's okay if I lie, but I can't even say "Don't go away"


(don't own)

I'm Falling Down Into My Shadow
Holding my breath
I'm waiting on a Deadly Night

Don't Scary, because the pumpkin coach
That the witch drew
Can be seen in your eyes

See You In Your Dreams
Yeah Baby, even if it's a scary dream

Fairy Blue
For your sake, I smashed the stars
And decorated the
Black Paper Moon
If you'd believe in me!
When You’re Lost "Here"
I am... "Forever" With Your Soul

If I look up, like the shining moon

Letters emerge on the card
That dropped the sweet, crimson jam

Your Destiny, because if you wish for it
You can seize
Any sort of world in your hands

Don't get confused
No one can destroy it

Fairy Blue
The proof of living that you gave me
Is the "eternity" known as our bond
If you'd shout for me
I Will Find You My Dear!
No matter where you are
Break the spell bound to us

There are times when I can't believe in anyone
And become subservient
Nevertheless, your words
Are echoing in my chest at anytime

Fairy Blue
For your sake, I smashed the stars
And decorated the "sign"
When you'd lose sight of your dreams and get perplexed
I'd like you to look up

Fairy Blue
The proof of living that you gave me
Is the "trust" known as our bond
You're not alone
When You’re Lost "Here"
I am... "Forever" With Your Soul

I can make my way to you, if you believe in me


(i do not own)

from time to time i think about you
you are the only one for me
you give me not only your love but your soul too
please always stay by me
if you ever try to run away , ill run after you and never let go till the end of my days
you are beauty and nothin more
you are the one that makes the sun turn into the moon
your love is not but a blessing from the sky
tell me how did you find your self on this planet
i asked you if you could be a color which one would you be
you smiled and said Gray
i laughed and said why such an odd color?
and you gave me a thoughtful look and said 'cause it's plan and simple like me'
at that moment i fell in love with you and haven't stop loving you since
you still make my heart beat the same way
please never leave me no matter what ,because ill never leave you
your love is not but a blessing from the sky
tell me how did you find your self on this planet
my oh so dear angel

wooo im back and i feel like @@@ no im kidding but im still not feeling 100% but hey what can i say i hate being sick i wasn't even able to eat yo i lost like 3 pounds my pants dont feel the same
well that all and i hate people who still come to school even though they know there sick bastards the reason i got sick may the burn and burn

OK people that my last post for today hope you liked all my lovely crap if not your a @
lol just kidding



oh one more thing do not i mean do not copy anything off my page mad people think up your own stuff






do not own some thimgs

Oh man look at this so cute right ..... (just nod your head) anyway Miss Terry drew this to show her love for me (see im the pimp even though she taller yo) this people is what you call true gay love GFFE(Gay Friends For Ever)

Love And Lost

-I love you....
I know you do but why
-It's not what you think....
Then tell me what am i thinking
-It only happened once
But doesn't that once always make you want it twice
-This isn't how i wanted it to be
No it's how it has to be
-We can fix things nothing has to change
You can't always fix that which is broken
-Please we can start over
And what act like nothing happened....
-I just....
You just what wanted me to blind my eyes and act as though i saw nothing
-I never meant for this to happen
Well it did and ill have to get over it ..... and you
-No you cant i need you
You.... you need me well isn't that funny you sure showed me how much you need me
-And you need me too you know that
You know if you said that a few days ago i would have agreed in a heart beet but now....
-So what your just going to say it's over just like that
No it will never be over cause I'll never be able to love some one the way i loved you
-This cant be happening

No it's not happening it's done ...goodbye

If it meant saving someone you love would you let a thousand other people die for that?

Scrapped Princess

New days On the morning of the beginning let's give the world a kiss
Blowing in the wind Put just a little bit of hope and love in the pocket

I wish If only I had wings
I would overcome my sadness, my past, and my fears

Yeah! I've got nothing to lose
(Fight at the first chance Brand new day)
Take my way! On these, the palms of my hands, I want to catch the miracle

I will traverse the never ending sky and earth and then the future
These new born wings are, Oh! Probably certainly definitely {1} Someday going to shine!

Maybe Probably somewhere out there An answer exists
Going on my way! The one and only truth is in the faraway wind

Sometime When I feel like I'm losing I smile and take a deep breath
I'll discard my weak, crybaby-like self

Yeah! There's nothing I can't do
(Screwed up someone's Everyday!{2})
Save my dream! Even if I'm laughed at I'll ignore it and try!

Until that day when I pass up the clouds that go towards the horizon
The wings that support my dreams are, Oh! Forever forever forever Keep on! going to take flight {3}!!

New days On the morning of the beginning let's kiss the earth
Blowing in the wind Put just a little bit of courage and love in the pocket

I will travel the never ending sky and earth and then the future
These newborn wings are, Oh! Probably certainly definitely Someday going to shine!

Until that day when I pass up the clouds that go towards the horizon
The wings that support my dreams are, Oh! Forever forever forever Keep on! going to take flight!

Blassreiter

The shooting stars on that day, the dreams that we chased
The things that we protected, faded away like sand

Just another illusion
Asleep within memories

Wish for the stars
Embracing the countless wishes with both hands
A wish for the stars
Quietly going to where you sleep
Yes, next to you
Embracing the countless wishes
Yes, to your side

Someday time will flow, and the dream we painted
The things we wished for, vanished as illusions

Just (a) hallucination
Burnt up inside the flame

Wish for the stars
Embracing the countless wishes with both hands
A wish for the stars
Quietly going to where you sleep

Wish for the stars
Embracing the impossible dreams
A wish for the stars
To the place where you smile

Yes, next to you
Embracing the countless dreams
Yes, to your side

I wanna do something that I dream of
but somehow the day
has come for me to say goodbye
to my written story

Try to put your courage up
then you will see that
the world is not like what you see
it's something bigger
I believe that one day
the day will come for my dream
to become reality

I've been longing to be like you
living in this false reality
You are too dazzling

I wanna do something that I dream of
but somehow the day
has come for me to say goodbye
to my written story

My story will never end

Put your courage up
and you will begin to see that
Human is not like what you see
They are stronger
I believe that one day
the day will come for my dream
to become reality

My story will never end

Beautiful Story

I m-m-m-made another stupid mistake
This is my best quality, not losing heart!
N-n-noisy comedy, I remove the keys, do-re-mi
I'm a strawberry that still isn't ripe

I eat up the extra sweat and tear sauce
And e-e-even more, I get on stage and try again

So gimme the mic
Gimme the spotlight, aight?
Shoot for things to be alright in the end
C'mon! Lights, Camera. Action!

Everyday is live on stage (yeah!)
So please try your best (Thiis)
Like this, and like that, I don't know what's going to happen, but
Shine down on me, starlight (woo~)
Do it with a flashy feeling, please (Thiis)
Like this, and like that
I'm moving forward emotionally...

Take1, Take2, Take3

This s-s-s-scenario will definitely not turn out right
Yesterday was a totally screwed up story too
The two character word here "regret", and the four character "resignation"
Are not in my dictionary; actually, I have no dictionary (yeah!)

A kid that fell and scraped his knee, hey, this hurts, pain, go away!
Yes! Don't worry about your elbow kid; just go play, and don't worry about it!
Alright, alright, alright, time to hit the stage
As always, I go at my pace, aight!
It'll surely be alright in the end, again
C'mon! Lights, Camera. Action!

Everyday is live on stage (yeah!)
So please try your best (Thiis)
Like this, and like that, I don't know what's going to happen, but
Shine down on me, starlight (woo~)
Do it with a flashy feeling, please (Thiis)
Like this, and like that
I'm moving forward emotionally...

Everything gonna be alright! (Alright!)
Ah! Alright, a little break (yeah) 3.2.1. Break!

I eat up the extra sweat and tear sauce
And e-e-even more, I get on stage and try again

So gimme the mic
Gimme the spotlight, aight?
Shoot for things to be alright in the end
C'mon! Lights, Camera. Action!

Everyday is live on stage (yeah!)
So please keep it up from now on
Like this, and like that, I don't know what's going to happen, but
Sound out, voices of the wind (woo~)
Please put on a reverb for emphasis (Thiis)
Like this, and like that
I'm moving forward emotionally...

Keep on (Keep on), and we don't stop
Yeah, so, should we go? Yeah! Lights, Camera. Action!

WHO ARE YOU

when you try to live up
to what everyone want
in the long run you live up to be nothing

Human are like flowers
we only blossom once
and after that we shed our pedals
and all that is left is our core
our true self which we always find it at the end
when its to late