(i do not own)

Broken Youth

It's so very easy
for youth to forgive everything
I called in the rescue squad
So please kiss me, please kiss me
All night...
All night...
All night...

The scar on your right eye is painful,
when you're trying to remember.
Since then you've searched for victory
You aren't alone or weak, you are better, a moaned to me

Is it a fallen angel's magic, or a mischievous monster's prank?
Before we get bored
Let's let go of that
bowling ball.
We lead such strange lives.
Accept it, but yet..
We want to smash it, but we can't, it wont happen like before

Everything is finally just the way it should be
Your betrayal, Teacher left a problem
Now immediately
please kiss me
please kiss me
ALL NIGHT

Empty, Ideal, Mistaken, so much love is called
Everything we do is stupid, let them laugh

Struggling to the other side, to find that one
The foreign material exists
I agree that there is a tear, but
I wont let that alter my story

Such consent

Is it a fallen angel's magic, or a mischievous monster's prank?
Set up now directly
Empty, Ideal, Mistaken, so much love is called
Everything we do is stupid, let them laugh

Let's let go of that
bowling ball.
We lead such strange lives
I Agree, yeah?
We're gonna break...
All the suffering you've brought to me, to leave behind is all so sweet
Keep exceeding it
Cut through the inner turmoil, with the one feeling
I've Broken it
My victories which you cannot break

Snow Day Away

do you remember on that day
when it was snowing and everything was white
i was sitting on a bench with nothing but a shirt and a ragged pair oh pants on
i think i was crying;
yeah because i found out you were leaving
i had ran out my house not knowing what to say
i ran and ran till i didn't know where to go anymore
as i felt the cold snow mush between my toes
i faintly realized that i didn't know where i was
i remember just standing there letting my tears flow freely
all of my emotion swimming around my head made me feel a little bit dizzy
i turned my head to see a little bench covered in snow
i slowly made my way over to it
as i sat down it suddenly felt as though time had stopped it self
i found my self getting tired and sleep over taking my small body and my eyelids becoming heavy
and that's when it happened
as i was about fall over on the bench
i felt your warm arms wrap around me , as you tried to shake me awake telling me
'stay awake, stay with me'
but weren't you the one who was leaving me
i think i remember you crying ..maybe
as i finally opened my eyes
i reached up my small digits to touch your chub e red cheek
'your going to catch a cold'
i say as i look into your eyes
you choke back a sob and said
'It'd be you fault if i did you idiot, what were you thinking running out here with out a coat or shoes , I'm shocked your not dead'
you said in a laughing tone ,but i can see the worry in your eyes
now it was my turn to let out a sob , not that it mattered i was already crying a little more couldn't hurt ,not if it was for you
'why do you have to go away'
is what i said but i really want to say is 'don't leave me behind'
' it's for my papa's job we have to move over seas for a while but I'll be back in three years'
you said , it kind of funny how those three year turned into eight
'i don't know that a long time you may even forget me'
i say with a pout
'DON'T! don't ever say that i would never ever forget you'
i think that was my first time ever hearing you yell
i had sat there tears all dried up just looking at you , and letting your voice float in the air
'i...i wont ever leave you ever you have my word as a man'
i would have laughed backed then at that you a man we were hardly eight yet
and at that moment you showed how much of a man you were
as you pressed your cold chapped lips on to mine
i think at that moment i was the first human to feel what heaven was like while i was still alive

i got to try a little harder
i have to put more into it
if i want to have a place in your heart
it's like I'm a weed mixed in with a bunch of beautiful flowers
i stick out the most and yet I'm hardly ever seen
what more can i do
what else is it that you want
I'll put my whole heart into what ever you ask
just don't look away from me
i live to hear you say i need you
i thrive to try and make you love me
i guess this is what happens when your only just a friend

"How long before we see each other again?"
What made me think that
You were saying it with a nice expression?
I pretend that there's nothing bothering me
I'll listen 'till morning as you make excuses
Because I want us to be connected

I don't even want to see your face along the Meguro river anymore
No development will come from this, my cell phone dances
If It's goodbye mail, I want to forget about it
"Hold me tight" but "I want to disappear to somewhere"
Any time that you're talking too much you don't seem to notice*
I let you see that "I cry" a little while pretending to be strong
How well did those tears work on you?

Even though "I want to be loved" in my own way, it fills me, but I can't see you
I just have the feeling that I'll never see you again...
I want to tell you that, but I can't find the right words
Maybe it's okay if I lie, but I can't even say "Don't go away"

The strange voice he has when he sneezes
The screwed up face he has when he laughs
His habit of rubbing his eyes when he can't stop sweating
No matter how you look at, his personality is boring

Our styles aren't similar at all
He's uselessly shy, a bit in bad taste
The smirk he has when he lies is annoying
I figured those out ages ago, it sucks

I just didn't have a boyfriend at the time
It was just a relationship for me to kill time with
Those are the excuses I told my friends
There's no way I was pursuing him...huh?

He tries to win me over with boring jokes
And I'm sick of his nonstop talking
I've always locked him out, and now I'm knocking

Even though "I want to be loved" in my own way, it fills me, but I can't see you
I just have the feeling that I'll never see you again...
I want to tell you that, but I can't find the right words
Maybe it's okay if I lie, but I can't even say "Don't go away"

When our hands come apart
Will you forget someday?
About me?

Even though "I want to be loved" in my own way, it fills me, but I can't see you
I just have the feeling that I'll never see you again...
I want to tell you that, but I can't find the right words
Maybe it's okay if I lie, but I can't even say "Don't go away"


(don't own)

I'm Falling Down Into My Shadow
Holding my breath
I'm waiting on a Deadly Night

Don't Scary, because the pumpkin coach
That the witch drew
Can be seen in your eyes

See You In Your Dreams
Yeah Baby, even if it's a scary dream

Fairy Blue
For your sake, I smashed the stars
And decorated the
Black Paper Moon
If you'd believe in me!
When You’re Lost "Here"
I am... "Forever" With Your Soul

If I look up, like the shining moon

Letters emerge on the card
That dropped the sweet, crimson jam

Your Destiny, because if you wish for it
You can seize
Any sort of world in your hands

Don't get confused
No one can destroy it

Fairy Blue
The proof of living that you gave me
Is the "eternity" known as our bond
If you'd shout for me
I Will Find You My Dear!
No matter where you are
Break the spell bound to us

There are times when I can't believe in anyone
And become subservient
Nevertheless, your words
Are echoing in my chest at anytime

Fairy Blue
For your sake, I smashed the stars
And decorated the "sign"
When you'd lose sight of your dreams and get perplexed
I'd like you to look up

Fairy Blue
The proof of living that you gave me
Is the "trust" known as our bond
You're not alone
When You’re Lost "Here"
I am... "Forever" With Your Soul

I can make my way to you, if you believe in me


(i do not own)

from time to time i think about you
you are the only one for me
you give me not only your love but your soul too
please always stay by me
if you ever try to run away , ill run after you and never let go till the end of my days
you are beauty and nothin more
you are the one that makes the sun turn into the moon
your love is not but a blessing from the sky
tell me how did you find your self on this planet
i asked you if you could be a color which one would you be
you smiled and said Gray
i laughed and said why such an odd color?
and you gave me a thoughtful look and said 'cause it's plan and simple like me'
at that moment i fell in love with you and haven't stop loving you since
you still make my heart beat the same way
please never leave me no matter what ,because ill never leave you
your love is not but a blessing from the sky
tell me how did you find your self on this planet
my oh so dear angel

wooo im back and i feel like @@@ no im kidding but im still not feeling 100% but hey what can i say i hate being sick i wasn't even able to eat yo i lost like 3 pounds my pants dont feel the same
well that all and i hate people who still come to school even though they know there sick bastards the reason i got sick may the burn and burn