it always take more courage to take a step back then to take one forward .....keep that in mind people

wow that's all i can say New Years is tonight a whole year has went by before my very eyes.
what will be my Resolution for this new year i really don't know i feel as though this will be a big turning point in my life ; like what ever i deiced to try to do this year will stay with me forever it's going to be my shadow always staying by me.

i been thinking about it a lot , i been thinking about a lot of things over the break some things that scare me , and some that make me see life in a different way us humans we really don't know how to see things with out clouded eye and i don't think we ever will.....

and from this i have found my Resolution!

the way how i see thing is that we all have Fates set in stone from the day we were born let it be good or bad its still our fate and we cant change it or so they say......but forget that crap

that's not what i think i know if we work hard enough and give everything a hell of a lot of effort then we can make our own future and that's what I'm going to do ; i really do think different from most people

from the time the clock hits 12:00 am and it turns 2009 I'll take my step back and I'm going to do and see things like i did when i was a kid with open but closed eyes cause there's still time left it's not to late to make up for all the things we missed out on there still time

i look forward to living in the future of the past

clear eyes, mind, and heart I'm letting all my demons go you should do the same if you don't it will only lead to self hatred , doubt , and worse of all clouded eyes